Do you ever have those days that you just don't feel like getting out of bed.
Or feel like a giant elephant is sitting on your shoulders.
I believe that God moves me where I need to be. Not always on my pace or on my timeline, but he knows what I need when I need it.
I often forget that and tend to worry or want beyond my control.
A few months ago they announced at church a new Bible study class. The class would be every Sunday evening for 2 hours for several months. I really wanted to do it, but had to work every other Sunday at LifeFlight. I prayed that somehow I would be able to take the class, but moved it off of my mind. I didn't worry about it, I just prayed about it.
That next week I was given the opportunity to change my shift at work and have every weekend off. It wasn't a permanent move, but could eventually move in to one in the future.
I am now in week 21 of that Bible Study class and LOVING it. It was just what I needed and he provided.
The beginning of this year I changed my packaging and pricing for the new year. I am pretty sure I looked at it for a month straight worried that I might loose clients. Would they think I am charging too much, or that my products weren't worth that price. I was sick to my stomach about it.
Then my husband said " This is supposed to be fun Noreen, when it's not fun anymore and you are making yourself sick about it, stop doing it."
He was SO right, so I released my new packages, took a deep breath and thanked God that he had gotten me where I was today. No looking back. I haven't lost anyone yet and still have new clients coming in.
I am reminded again, he provides without the worry.
My goal in the future is to find the perfect studio space. I may not be today or next month or even this year but that's ok. I have prayed that he will lead me where I need to be and provide what is meant for me to have.
And I'm ok with that.
My husband did a Sunday school lesson on New Year's resolutions. He suggested picking one word for the year instead of a list of resolutions. One word that would change your life.
My word is Faith.
Faith that he will lead me where I need to be when I need it on his timeline, not mine.
Faith that my path will cross the paths of those I am meant to capture. It's exciting and I am beyond excited for this new year. Thank you for taking the journey with me....stress free :)
~ For we live by Faith, not by sight 2 Corinthians 5:7